So I am totally excited. I bought myself something I have been wanting for awhile. A air popcorn popper!!! No butter or oil needed! Yessssss! I cant wait to use this remarkable machine. I hate buttered popcorn. At the movie don't even think about getting butter on the popcorn, and I try and find the white pieces that don't have the butter from when it was popped. Its no bueno. I love kettle corn, but even at home popping popcorn in the microwave I cant do the regular buttered popcorn. Now people, I can have my popcorn and eat it too! I bought it Wednesday, I almost used it last night, but decided I probably shouldn't eat anything else. But this weekend... watch out. I will be a popcorn popping queen!! I know I shouldn't be this excited, but turns out not much is going on in my life, and little things excite me!

Yes I'm a child

Okay. I think I need to set some things straight. Turns out, I talk a really big game with nothing to back it up. It has and always will be this way. I'm like a little dog, I act really tough, when I'm about as tough as a wee fly. You guys are shocked I know. I think everyone should know I can, and am willing to have a deep, profound, emotional conversation about anything if you need to talk I'm here. I will help you with situations. I will give you advice to the best of my knowledge. I will try anything in my power to help you with whatever it is that is disturbing you. Just know. I do not have deep, profound, emotional conversations with anyone when the person involved is myself!! I am UNABLE not unwilling, UNABLE to have a conversation when it has to do with me, when its a tad emotional or deep. I cant do it. I make jokes, that is what I do. Other than that I cannot do it. I get nervous, I get uneasy, I even get a little nauseous. I just had someone attempt one of those conversations with me, and let me tell you, this person got no where and now I am shaking, and very uneasy. I have been this way for my entire life, and I'm fine with keeping my true problems and feelings bottled inside to be discarded the only way it knows how to escape. I cry over everything. Katie your right. I'm pretty sure the crying during commercials/batman has a lot to do with the fact that I'm a crazy person and cant talk about anything that has to do with me personally. I know I'm crazy, I need to be laying on a couch right now talking to someone who can give me crazy pills. But I'm fine with it. Please don't make me try and talk about me, because it really does make me uneasy. And as this person just found out you get no where! I'm now going to go throw up my lunch. Just so your all clear on how crazy I really am. All this person wanted to know was why I try really hard to not date friends or co-workers, when 'because I don't want to' wasn't a good enough answer it went downhill for me. This person wasn't even trying to make me uncomfortable. I'm just a big Loon. But we can talk about you anytime!!! :)

Are you there weight loss? Its me Celina

So currently I am going to the gym about twice a day. I go running on my lunch at work. At least 3 miles, sometimes a little bit more. Katie and I have been doing the horrible Jillian workout at night, and last week when we didn't I went running after work as well. Am I seeing results? NO!! I am one of those people who need to see results to continue having motivation. I weigh the same as when I started this crap a month ago. I have only cheated on the diet a few times, and my main source of food has been yogurt, string cheese, and salad. I eat like crap so this in itself is a feat. I know its only been a month, and I am really hoping that maybe the fat is turning to muscle which I know weighs more and all that bull, but really? I don't give a hoot! I want the number on the dreaded scale to start dropping! It needs to happen, and it needs to happen soon. February better be a good month and by my bday I better look like a fox. If I don't I will begin eating away my sorrows again, and that's going to be good for no one.

A lot nervous

So at work on Friday they sent out an email saying they are laying off about 60 people at Parker. Now this is between all 3 sites, but still in Ogden its going to be about 12-20 people. Im nervous as all hell people. I havent worked in Finance for very long, and Im feeling very expendable. Seriously. Also we dont find out till Feb 2nd who goes. Really please dont give me 2 weekends to think about this, my stomach has been in knots all weekend already, not to mention for a freggin whole week! I know the economy sucks right now. Real Bad. Thanks again Douche Bush. But I really need my job. I have absolutely no idea what I am going to do if I dont have one. Look- When you have really no saving and your pretty much paycheck to paycheck its a tad stressful thinking about no paycheck. And as bad as it sounds, I really dont want to be on unemployment. Trust, I will be if need be, it would just make me feel as if I have failed! I need a gallon of tequila, and some limes right now. My bubble bath while listening to 'Hotel California' over and over again, didnt even help last night. Now thats a problem. For future reference: I'll be hookin on 25th, charging quite a bit, but trust its worth it!! I'll also be drunk, so I'll be pretty nice, and thats worth it in itself!!

Also Jess was upset I didnt mention her in my blog. My sister Jessica got braces last Thursday... She still looks like a classy hot dame. She is gorg either way and we all love her. We also love her new 'boyfriend' Mace (I dont know if they are official) Even though he didnt like my skinny jeans. She also was in a break-dancing battle on Friday. She did the swinging arm. Quit it. Also Im going to need for the Sports page in Ogden, Utah to not have people that want to have a break-dancing battle. Thanks

Bored...

I'm on my lunch so technically I'm not being a bad employee. I also did not go running on my lunch as usual, I was going to then some things came up and well... here I am. I ran 9.5 combined miles yesterday though so I feel pretty good about that. 3.5 on lunch and 6 after work. Believe it or not, it happened. So not that anyone cares but here is a little list for you

--Movies I could watch over and over again:
-Notebook (Best. Movie. Ever.)
-Where the heart is (its always on TV and I always end up watching)
-300 (Dude is hot)
-Armageddon
-Hocus Pocus (Don't judge people, I have no idea why)
-The 5th Element (Again..., I think its Bruce)
-The Little Mermaid (cause I'm a girl)
-Twilight( not yet but as of March 21st!)

DANIEL AGAIN!! WHOOP WHOOP

So guess what people?? That's right, I'm Celina Sue Daniel once more!! I didn't know that a last name could make you so happy. Except I feel as though a 1000lb weight has been lifted off my shoulders!! Also in other totally awesome news, Obama is now President of the United States!! I don't like to get to political, but I feel that this is the best decision we have ever made as a country! He is just what we need, and I really do believe not only is he going to turn this country around for the best, but it is going to help us as a people become much better, and understanding of others. OBAMA ROCKS!!! Also as for former president Bush. Look dude. You blew. Thanks for the shit you have left this country in. If I lose my job, I'll be writing you a very unpleasant letter stating how I really feel about you.

MICHAEL BOLTON YOU ROCK MY WORLD.

So Katie and I have rediscovered a gem in the music world. I knew of this wonderful song many moons ago, and and grateful to say, I have found Michael Bolton-' I said I loved you, but I lied' again-Thank you Katie, thank you. Let me set the mood, work with me people:
Waves crashing, a black stallion running slow motion with his mane blowing in the breeze... Are you there? I am.
This song is gripping in so many ways. I know what your saying 'Really Celina? Michael Bolton?' Well let me tell you ' Sit back friend as I take you on this roller coaster of bliss.'
The music itself in this song is worth writing about, not to mention the horse. But then here comes Michael, also with his flowing gorge locks.
He sings to you 'I said I loved you but I lied...' and you think... What?? Why would you lie about something like loving me? But then, just when your about to turn it off and listen to some man-hating rock music.... He takes you by the hand and leads you back 'Cause this is more than love I feel inside, I said I loved you but I was wrong, cause love could never ever feel so strong.... I said I loved you.... But I lied' Gripping people, gripping. Katie and I have rocked out (literally) to this song many times in the last month. And let me tell you. People should pay to see this. There is singing, and full out hand motions to compliment the raw emotion. People in the cars next to us get quite the show. People google this song if you don't know what I'm talking about or have forgotten. If you disagree.... Well you can suck it, because you obviously know nothing of great tunes.

SONGS THAT SOOTHE MY SOUL:
* Hotel California-Eagles
* Lightening Crashes-Live
* Don't stop believing- Journey
* City-Sara Bareillas
* Gravity-Sara Bareillas
* Strawberry Wine- Deana Carter
-I know there are a couple more that I cant think of right now. But even at my craziest I hear one of these songs, and I just makes me close my eyes and breathe.

Songs that I cant get enough of right now:
* Lollipop-Lil Wayne. People--DO NOT JUDGE ME!!! I dont even know why I like this song, it is horrible but I love it.
* I'm So Hood (the remix)-DJ Kallid- Same as above. Trust me Im usually a country girl!
*Live your life-T.I
*Unbeautiful-Lesley Roy
*Circus-Britney Spears
*Anything Paramore
*Love Lockdown-Kanye
*Sober-Pink
*Your not sorry-Taylor Swift

FUN FACTS ABOUT CELINA
* I am extremely shy around new people.
* I get major anxiety around big crowds of people. (ie. why I hate Vegas and NY.)
* I cry....A lot. Commercials, movies (Batman-Dark Knight- It happened people-Katie yelled at me for it.), TV shows (hello, solid 6 times during biggest loser). pretty much anything. (Katie thinks I should see someone about it.)
* I hate confrontation (I know I talk a big game!) Even when its other people around me, I get sick to my stomach, it makes me so nervous.
*I love yogurt but have a hard time eating it. It makes me gaggy. Same with bananas. (bananas also have to still be green)
* I could live off white rice, and ice cream (Not right now of course, I hate you Gillian!)
*In public restrooms I MUST use 3 paper towels to dry my hands. No more, no less. (Hate the air dryer)
* When I am done cleaning house, I must light candles before I can relax.
*I sometimes shower with the lights out, with just candles lite.(Look its very relaxing)
*I cannot eat in my room.
* To hang out in my room, it HAS to be clean.
* When eating in the living room, I have to find something to watch before I can start eating.
* When undressing for a shower I cannot take my shoes off in the bathroom- It drives me nuts to have shoes on the floor in the bathroom.

--Turns out I'm a crazy person and I just realized it!!

really this time...

So turns out I'm dumb... Really. I created a blog Friday and thought I put 2 g's and apparently I only put 1. So thanks Katie, I know Im an idiot. Thanks. So really this time I'm blogging (see 2 g's!)

So (again) about myself. Name is Celina, I'm almost 24, and divorced. Yep. I'm real good at marriage, don't worry about it. I am living with multiply animals (verge of crazy cat lady) and my BFF boo-Katie. Yeah the one that is making me do this, then called me dumb. Really its fine Katie. Just a heads up, this blog is not going to be entertaining at all. Just so we're clear. Also people tend to think I'm a bit bitchy, turns out I'm just real hilarious. So if you think I'm being bitchy, well you can suck it. (I kid, I kid!!) I'm sure later I will be posting lists or have something else to say, but as for right now, I'm at work and better get something done, being that we're in an economic crisis and its a pretty big possibility that I will be without income real soon. (Look for me hookin on 25th, so I don't have to go back to Stop and Shop-Look it could happen).